Meet Chelle.

when i’m married. have two sons. probably twins. and 3 cats. 

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So, where do I start? This is Amir Putra. He is indescribable. I first officially met him in the car when the boy I was dating, Aiman Putra, Amir’s younger brother wanted to take him home. Honestly, I was so very shy meeting Amir. Could you blame me? He was the brother of whom I had a huge crush on. As I got into the car, we greeted each other and then I didn’t say a word after that. Then, Aiman, my boyfriend remembered I get motion sickness. With Amir’s driving for the first time, I did feel a little dizzy. But he slowed down. From that day on, Amir and I hung out almost all the time. He was on a break so he didn’t have any reason to come to college. But he came sometimes to hang out. Aiman and I were still getting to know each other and as I did, I saw that the Putra brothers were very family oriented. Very, family first. One characteristic I posses as well. I got fond of Amir. I wanted him to like me. To accept me. As I was very sure that I was falling for his younger brother.

Everyday that passed by, every time Amir was around, I got to know him a lot better. I grew more and more comfortable with him. And I guess, so did he. We’d hang out at their house, play cards, jam and have little sessions so he’d pick on me sometimes whenever we hung out. I guess from then on, I thought he was already comfortable with me being around. Finally, Aiman asked me to be his girlfriend. So, Amir and I would literally hang out everyday of every second. Day and day passed, then months. So right now, Amir Putra is one of the most important people in my life. Sure, he picks on me. And sometimes I just want to punch him in the face. But on top of all of that, I look up to him. Really. 

He’s 21. Still young but from the stories he told me, so experienced with the universe. Amir is the best performer I know. A bassist, an electric guitarist and a vocalist. When I see him do his thing on the bass and or the electric guitar, I go speechless. His voice. Don’t get me started. But he can fcking sing!!!!!!! And he’s not like those musicians who perform to earn money or get a couple of bucks. But he’s the type of musician who performs because he loves the stage. So devoted to music. Let’s not forget driving? WUISH. One of the best drivers I’ve ever encountered. So is his brother! And his love and commitment to rugby. So discipline. And for a guy, his soft spot for felines. His love for cats shows me and probably everyone who knows him that he’s compassionate.

He’s taught me a lot. Sarcasm is his best weapon. Well, other than grass and filter paper. He’s taught me the best sarcasm there is. I don’t want this to be taken as a loveydoveymushyshit thing but to be taken seriously. Cause Amir, I see who you truly are inside and out. You’re so strong and solid on the outside but soft and good hearted in the inside. Just like Simba from Lion King. 

To my dearest cutie, you are an amazing individual, brother, son, friend and companion. I always want to put a smile on your face because I can’t see a person like you frowning. Thank you for being there whenever I needed you to be and for having my back. You’re truly a sweetheart and a gentleman. I love you Boy :* 

Ps: Your future wife has to get through me. kbai

sometimes i feel like that’s the answer. 

i said sometimes. 

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However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you.

a few days ago, a friend asked me ‘why Aiman’ ? 
i replied, because Aiman 

understands me. believes in me. trusts me. and loves me. 
he’s the only one who makes my heart beat faster and my knees weaker. he’s the only one who makes me smile even when i’m mad. his smile lights up the room. his humor is like no other. he makes me feel good about myself. he makes everyday worth waiting for and every second exciting. on top of all of that, Aiman’s my best friend.
I love you, Frisbeeboy. I won’t & can’t stop loving you ♥ 

ps: he’s my Naveen. 

I’d choose being in the water than being on the land. In other words, I choose to be a fish than to be man.